Come... Move into my Chest

💬 I want my body to be her body, and inside her body, and for my skin to be her skin, and for me to be trapped under it, and slowly dissolving into her, and pulsating along with the beat of her heart, and I want her to grab me and shake me and say you're mine, you're my own, we are one in the same, come move into my chest, come rearrange what’s left inside of me, I breathe for you so let me do it on your terms. Take my heart, take it, I’m afraid of it. Replace it with something easier to understand. Maybe a fist. Maybe a stone. Etch your name into me. Be my soul, my hunger, my scream of longing. I don’t know what to do anymore, my love. I can’t take this hurt, this violence, this anger any longer. You’ll eat me alive and I’ll let you because being a meal will absolve me of this guilt. Maybe my saviour is my executioner. Maybe my beginning with you was always meant to be my end.

Things I wanted to say but never did

When you fall for a girl who has been hurt before, you need to show her that you of all people are not going to walk out, that you are not going to disappear.
Show her that you are the type of person who will fight for what you believe in. Show her that this time, love is going to be different. That this time love will be braver and stronger and will withstand every bump in the road.
Show her that you aren’t going anywhere, because she’s scared. She doesn’t want to trust someone who is going to run. She doesn’t want to start giving her heart away to someone who will leave. She doesn’t want to fall so hard for someone who will give up on her.
She is still healing from the people who left her. She’s still so torn apart by people who betrayed her and by people who promised her everything and ended up giving her nothing.
She doesn’t want to be the fool this time. She doesn’t want to be the one left alone again. She doesn’t want to be played. 
So be there for her. Show up. Don’t let her go. 
And be truthful to your feelings. Tell her that you love her whenever you can. Hold her tightly on the bad days. Let her lift you up when you are drowning and do the same for her. Show her that sometimes, love won’t end in heartbreak. Show her that this time, love stays and that's what I did for my beautiful Kurdish girl the love of my life.

🖋️18/10/2021

I have Saved All My Love For You

I know one day you will come and hold me like this universe holds all its secrets,

I know one day you will create magic in my eyes by expressing your feelings towards me,

I know you will never walk away,

Cause i have saved all my love for you and you would be feeling it every day in your bones.

You are my happily ever after.

 

I know we will never have a right time. 

But I am content with the fact that, in that finite moment, when you were in my arms, hiding from the fate that awaited us, I had my happily ever after.

I just wanna love you

I just wanna love you, that's all I've ever wanted,

To care for you, to build you up, to treat you how you deserve,

I want to be the reason that you believe in love,

The one you grow old with, the one you share countless memories with.

I want to be the safe haven where you can be yourself,

The partner who encourages and supports your dreams,

The one who laughs with you, cries with you, and builds a life,

Filled with joy, trust, and adventure that never subsides.

I want to be the one by your side until the day we die,

To hold your hand through life's ups and downs,

To cherish and honor you, through every moment we share,

To love you more with each passing day, without a single care.

You deserve all the love in the world, and I want to give,

To be your rock, your confidant, your forever home,

Where love resides, and our hearts beat as one,

Together, forever, beneath the sun.

I think of you

I think of you

No texts, no calls, not a sign of life. And here i am thinking of you

I think of you Every minute, Every second, Every beat of my heart! A heart that chose you, but you never knew.

But I wish you'd know And I'm dying to know, If you still love me too. But i won't ask Because I already know, what your answer will be.

That I can only think of you Every minute, Every second, Every beat of my heart, That will never be mine!

You held my future in your arms

"My soul made love

to your soul

long before

our bodies met

when I first laid my eyes

on you

I recognized you

you held my future

in your arms.

In whispers of destiny, our spirits danced,

Each step closer, our hearts enhanced.

Through timeless whispers, our love did grow,

In each other's embrace, our souls aglow."

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